Sunday, December 13, 2015

My Poetry


 
R̲̅o̲̅m̲̅e̲̅o̲̅ ̲̅t̲̅o̲̅ ̲̅C̲̅i̲̅n̲̅d̲̅e̲̅r̲̅e̲̅l̲̅l̲̅a̲̅ ̲̅(̲̅Y̲̅a̲̅o̲̅i̲̅ ̲̅P̲̅a̲̅r̲̅o̲̅d̲̅y̲̅)̲̅ ̲̅
by: Natsuki Lao Nao (Me)
 
Let's not let this chance pass by,
Before we begin to change our minds.
Even if it is forbidden,
I want you to love me tonight.

I say goodnight to both my father and my father,
I'm pretty sure they're making love with each other.
When did they think,
Their moans aren't heard through the walls?

You took my hand and I was pretty sure we were friends,
We stared in boredom 'till we both leaned in for a kiss.
And then we fell,
Right down into my pink bed.

We don't need to change our minds,
Just doing this is fine.
Please don't hesitate.
Is this not what we wanted?
Even though you have a girlfriend and I am an outcast.
I know we are very young,
And it's our only excuse,
But we are still stupid,
And sexually confused.
We've received signal that it's time, the moon
Has hidden behind the clouds from our eyes.

The holy books spoke of an Adam and Eve,
And a forbidden love isn't meant to be.
If the star's have crossed, I will continue to fight.
At least just for this one night, Oh would you come save me?
We could keep on the run, or no one would know.
We would continue now, or go on with our old boring lives.
The choice is yours, I've already been damned,
But is it that bad, to be with the one you love?
The temptation has taken over me.

I starve myself so I look better than I think.
I shave my legs so I appeal younger than I am.
So desperately, I want to be a tool to your desires.

My abilities are limited and all in the mind.
I couldn't tell if I appealed to your likes.
I will change, if it is for you anytime.

Now I know I'm not your first,
And it doesn't hurt me.
But I wish the feelings were mutual for you.
I wish you knew right now,
How long I've waited to be apart of you.
Tell me, if you love me so.
How far you're willing to go.
If it's from coast to coast,
That I love you the most.
Those lines are cliché,
To boring and unoriginal.
Hold me close and never let go~!

And all the stupid worries are hurting my head,
How will we make it here, were we aren't allowed?
Our childhoods, we'll be laughed at and bullied.
And we won't have rights, in this Christian country.
So take my mind away from here, my Romeo.
As you promised you would do,
You kept my glass shoe.
You came for me, in my desperate time of need.
And for that I will repay you for your honor and duty.
At long last, you are my fantasy.

In this moment of ecstasy, it seems like time has begun to slow down.
I have not a single doubt that we are now lovers, you are my dearest.
As you released your love and I took in all of your deepest worries.
The door had been swung open and we had to escape from this prison.
I grabbed my bag and we had made a run.

“I have to escape just like Juliet did.”
Don't be taken by surprise, I had planned to this whole time.
I'd run to you, and not know what to do.
But now that I love you, I think we can make it.
My daddy and my daddy don't care about me,
They never give me what I want and trap me in a box.
You came for me, with your shining gold key.
You opened me up, and I'm not afraid anymore.
The holy books said it was Adam and Eve,
But we can change the world, or at least we cannot have babies.
We can live together, and be happy as can be.
Please come with me, I can't live without you.
You took my hand and we ran for our lives.



 

ps: I'm kind a speechless of what going through in my mind..

 T̲̅e̲̅ ̲̅o̲̅ ̲̅T̲̅s̲̅u̲̅n̲̅a̲̅i̲̅ ̲̅d̲̅e̲̅ ̲̅K̲̅o̲̅i̲̅ ̲̅o̲̅ ̲̅♐̲̅ ̲̅T̲̅A̲̅K̲̅A̲̅O̲̅K̲̅A̲̅ ̲̅N̲̅a̲̅n̲̅a̲̅r̲̅o̲̅k̲̅u̲̅ ̲̅[̲̅E̲̅n̲̅g̲̅]̲̅
 by: TAKAOKA Nanaroku




Original Name: Te o Tsunai de Koi o
Alt. Names: 手をつないで恋を, 牵手的恋爱, Hold My Hand, Fall in Love
Author: TAKAOKA Nanaroku
Released: 2010
Original Publisher: Ichijinsha
Genre: School Life, Sports, Yaoi
Categories: Archery, Childhood Friend/s, Club President, Collection of Inter-Linked Stories, Prejudice, Punishment/s, Secret Crush, Student-Student Relationship, Student-Teacher Relationship, Unexpected Feelings
Type: Manga (Japanese)
Status in Country of Origin: 1 Volume (Complete)
Scanlation Status: Hiatus
Description: Sekiya never really had a problem with his kyuudo club teammates. Until one day he overhears fellow club mate Nagashima saying that he doesn't approve of Sekiya.

Aggravated by it, neither of them can concentrate on archery practice, and so the cheerful club president Tatsumi-senpai tells them to become friends by holding hands on their way from school every day.

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M̲̅a̲̅o̲̅u̲̅ ̲̅L̲̅o̲̅v̲̅e̲̅r̲̅ ̲̅🌌̲̅ ̲̅K̲̅I̲̅N̲̅U̲̅T̲̅A̲̅ ̲̅N̲̅a̲̅n̲̅a̲̅ ̲̅[̲̅E̲̅n̲̅g̲̅]̲̅
by: KINUTA Nana


Original Name: Maou Lover
Alt. Names: 魔王ラバー, 魔王ラバー VS王子様, 魔王戀人, Maou lover VS Le prince (French), Maou Lover VS Ouji-sama
Author: KINUTA Nana
Released: 2013
Genre: Comedy, Romance, Sports, Yaoi 
Type: Manga (Japanese)
Scanlation Status: Ongoing
Description: V.1 - Maou Lover
“Don’t show that face to anyone else except me”
Mao, the demon-king-like genius pro tennis player, and Hikaru, the S (sadist) and intellectual player, are rivals from when they were juniors!….. It was supposed to be like that but he always looks at me whether it’s during the game or not. Furthermore, suddenly asking me to go out on a date and even French-kiss me…! I can’t stop my heart from beating fast, could this be..... love !?

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Game 1st DMMd


D̲̅R̲̅A̲̅M̲̅A̲̅t̲̅i̲̅c̲̅a̲̅l̲̅ ̲̅M̲̅u̲̅r̲̅d̲̅e̲̅r̲̅ ̲̅(̲̅D̲̅M̲̅M̲̅d̲̅)̲̅ ̲̅
Company: Nitro+ CHIRAL

 
 
Company: Nitro+ CHIRAL
Release date: March 23, 2012
Rating: R-18
Size: 2.91 GB
You Tube of the Game Dramatical Murder.




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Game! re:connect Last of game


D̲̅R̲̅A̲̅M̲̅A̲̅t̲̅i̲̅c̲̅a̲̅l̲̅ ̲̅M̲̅u̲̅r̲̅d̲̅e̲̅r̲̅ ̲̅r̲̅e̲̅:̲̅c̲̅o̲̅n̲̅n̲̅e̲̅c̲̅t̲̅ ̲̅(̲̅E̲̅n̲̅g̲̅l̲̅i̲̅s̲̅h̲̅ ̲̅Y̲̅a̲̅o̲̅i̲̅ ̲̅G̲̅a̲̅m̲̅e̲̅)̲̅ ̲̅
Company: Nitro+Chiral


Title: DRAMAtical Murder re:connect
Alternative: DMMD re:connect
Language: English
Company: Nitro+CHiRAL
Release date: Apr 26, 2013
Rating: 18+
Genres: Comedy, Drama, Mystery, Romance
Plot:
Contains after-stories of each ending presented in DRAMAtical Murder game, as well as character back-stories and side stories. Also contains playable mini-games.
Youtube Game of  DRAMAtical Murder re:connect
 


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T̲̅o̲̅s̲̅h̲̅i̲̅g̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o̲̅ ̲̅n̲̅o̲̅ ̲̅O̲̅t̲̅o̲̅k̲̅o̲̅n̲̅o̲̅k̲̅o̲̅ ̲̅t̲̅o̲̅ ̲̅A̲̅r̲̅e̲̅ ̲̅b̲̅y̲̅ ̲̅S̲̅a̲̅k̲̅y̲̅o̲̅u̲̅ ̲̅A̲̅y̲̅a̲̅ ̲̅(̲̅E̲̅n̲̅g̲̅
by: KINUTA Nana


Manga title: Toshigoro no Otokonoko to Are
Author: Sakyou Aya
Alt. titles: 年頃のオトコノコとアレ; Toshigoro no Otoko no ko to Are
Categories: Romance, School Life, Smut, Yaoi, Comedy
Year: 2013
Status: Completed

Plot: A classmate caught me masturbating! At first I wanted to act as if nothing had happened... but this guy is acting a little... weird!?
 
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Kimi to Mita Houkiboshi o Sagashite 🌠 MITSUKI Emi [Eng]
by: MITSUKI Emi



Original Name: Kimi to Mita Houkiboshi o Sagashite
Alt. Names: Let’s search for the comet we saw together
Author: MITSUKI Emi
Released: 2014
Genre: Romance, School Life, Yaoi 
Scanlation Status: Ongoing

Description: Unlike the celestial bodies, which remain fixed in the same place, human emotions are inconstant. Two young men, Kawai and Ohara, who share a passion for astronomy, but keep missing each other as their feelings for one another rise and ebb. Under the beautiful light of the moon and stars, will these two be able to complete their strory?

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